just laying, aimless... alone. Feeling empty. Thinking of past times.... What would it be if I only did...
Would I be now...
What if I hadn't decided to build a wall around me... to push away anyone who wanted to get close to me...
who wanted to know me. What if I wasn't scared to get hurt once again... to get disappointed?
So now I'm searching... searching for someone like me... Or someone who'd understand me...
Who would make me feel better, make me laugh... someone who would hear my silence.
hear my stories without words...
Would you give me that gift? The gift of satisfaction by finding creature of my own species...
The gift of understanding...