so soft... so suddenly...

They sneaked up to me,

unexpected,

transparent,

overwhelming.

The ones I've spent years running from,

hiding... staying on the safe shore...

Now I was in the rough sea,

Suddenly there were feelings all around...

inside me.

So strange, unknown,

they possessed me.

As dangerous as they were, they reminded me,

reminded me of their beauty,

excruciating pleasure of risking,

taking chances,

feeling... 

So I remain between her legs... Sheltered from all my fears

 

Sometimes you have to look deep for self-appreciation,

 self-confidence,

self-LOVING!

The hardest thing is to fall in love with yourself...

To accept yourself the way you are.

But when you do...

you'll become irresistible! :}

Wearing: Stradivarius Top, ZARA shorts

And Sometimes You Just Have to Say NO To The Blue!

Most of the time sadness is an excuse,

It's a choice!

A choice that one makes for various reasons...

To alienate themselves,

To protect,

To... get attention.

But sometimes that becomes a habit,

and that person starts believing it...

He becomes SAD!

NO!

You just need to say NO!

Be happy!

Even though sometimes it's harder,

no matter how silly it sounds,

say to yourself...

I AM HAPPY!

I'm wearing Stradivarius shirt and shorts, vintage bag :}

I Know Places We Could Go... Today

Getting ready for life is as hard as life itself...

You're getting to know the world,

People,

Yourself.

And when you finally think you're ready.

When you think you've found it...

found the reason of your existence.

Your purpose.

It slips away!

You learn something new,

rediscover yourself...

And the search continues,

you continue to learn and discover.

And the circle repeats...

Over and over.

Until, one day...

One day you realize who you are!

You simply walk away from the circle,

and step into life,

like complete person!

Confident....

Fearless!

Pictures of me taken by Katarina Dacic on our trip to Paris! :)

I'm wearing Stradivarius shorts, ALDO shoes, vintage (grandmother's) blouse, Oysho jacket

Wine me, Dine me.... 29 me ;)

Paris is a beautiful city,

Full of beautiful people,

Beautiful streets,

Beautiful buildings...

But you wouldn't enjoy it if you're alone,

Or if your company wouldn't know how to appreciate it...

If they don't make you smile,

If they don't inspire you,

If they don't share your excitement, 

your perspective,

If they don't wanna go the same way,

see same things,

then...

coffee brakes would be empty,

There would be no stories to tell,

No adventures,

No... beauty!

So, I'd like to thank my friend Katarina

for wonderful trip,

amusing company,

and all the crazy moments!

Z Z Katarina ;}

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Paris Blue/ The Blue Post

I'm Paris blue, I miss you
I'm not good enough for you Paris blue
I'm no good, I'm no good, I'm no good,

Paris blue

~ Lykke Li- Paris Blue

 

 Oh, Paris...

Such a wonderful city.

I fell in love with it...

with it's people...

with it's art...

with it's spirituality...

with it's cafes...

with it's hospitality...

with it's inspiring beauty...

Oh... That beauty...

Wherever you turn

You're overwhelmed with it...

From streets...

buildings....

to atmosphere...

You feel it,

But you can't describe it!

It is there,

But you can't really see it...

catch it...

You just have to enjoy their lifestyle,

Notice it,

accept it,

and start living it!

Who says I can’t be free? From all of the things that I used to be. Re-write my history, Who says I can’t be free?

Rebellion...

Often interpreted as a bad thing.

It's only bad if you rebel because of others,

out of spite,

because of no good reason.

But, if you rebel for yourself,

If you refuse to be a puppet,

If you refuse to do evil, because you know of good,

because you're strong enough to do good!

If you refuse to tell lies,

Because everyone deserves the truth.

If you rebel for your voice,

for your own words to come through your mouth,

and for them to speak of your opinions.

Then... I can say,

With proud and glory,

I'm a rebel!

The conversating. This place is heaven. I put on lipstick. The price is what? LIFE MAKES ECHOES. If you see them

"Life makes echoes"
So true... But not sure if that's good or bad.

Whatever someone say, whatever someone does,

Whatever the situation turns into

It affects you,

It makes you doubt,

It makes you wonder,

It makes you change.

It makes echoes in your mind...

Sometimes that influence is good,

Sometimes it's not.

But that's how you learn!

That's how you learn to go for the good things in life.

To estimate the quality.

To appreciate beauty,

To discharge the ugliness of this world.

Those echoes of the worlds' influences build your character!

Build your personality,

Build your strength!

Who'd You Rather Be? The Beatles Or The Rolling Stones? Oh Seriously... Come On Baby, Play Me A Song! Like "Here Comes The Sun"

When you are left all alone... In your empty home... In your empty room. Everything's familiar around you, but yet you can't recognize anything... Not even your own reflection in a mirror...

  

You wonder and you wander in your thoughts...

Searching for the meaning... for enlightening...

Until you finally get it... and you grow a pair of wings... 

wings of joy... joy of realization...

realization of happiness

And you start dancing to a melody of all its simplicity... 

Look it in the eyes... face the the truth!

It's easy to let the SUN in! It's easy to be happy!

You just have to allow yourself to feel... 

to sense the warmth of happiness.

Just say I'm fulfilled,

just say...

I'M HAPPY!

Masquarade

"All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages." William Shakespeare

 One of my favorite quotes...

We are free to be whoever we want... we change... 

we change without losing who we really are...

I can feel ...

Crazy... like a free bird with only air around me...

crazy in my happiness...

Tired... I can take a break. I can go to the corner and just be alone!

I won't do fake smiles and "I'm fine"s!

 Lost...wondering.... wandering off... 

Get lost in my own fantasies.

So, put on your shoes for walking through dreams.

Live your life your way!

Be who you want, when you want... 

Feel what you want... it's still you!

Remember this game, we change.... and there are NO further rules.

Some people were born to roam... Some people roam this world alone

just laying, aimless... alone. Feeling empty. Thinking of past times.... What would it be if I only did...

Would I be now... 

What if I hadn't decided to build a wall around me... to push away anyone who wanted to get close to me...

who wanted to know me. What if I wasn't scared to get hurt once again... to get disappointed?

So now I'm searching... searching for someone like me... Or someone who'd understand me...

Who would make me feel better, make me laugh... someone who would hear my silence.

hear my stories without words...

Would you give me that gift? The gift of satisfaction by  finding creature of my own species...

The gift of understanding...