Silver Tears and Sapphire Bones

How can you now anything

When you don't know yourself?

How to love anyone

... and anything,

When you do not love that person on the other side of the mirror...

There are so many of you,

You want different things

... so many of them

You like everything

and nothing.

You don't believe,

and you believe.

You know you can love

... but what is that you would love?

But then, one day,

You learn how to get to know her...

You step out of your skin.

You look in your own eyes.

You see the bulletproof skin.

You feel every silver tear.

You learn the position of every sapphire bone.

And in that beautiful moment,

you see the colors.

You fall in love with the people,

with the dawn and dusk,

with every purple cloud,

with the being of the ocean.

You fall in love with world...

you fall in love with yourself...

inspired by the song To Just Grow Away by the extremely talented The Tallest Man On Earth

so soft... so suddenly...

They sneaked up to me,

unexpected,

transparent,

overwhelming.

The ones I've spent years running from,

hiding... staying on the safe shore...

Now I was in the rough sea,

Suddenly there were feelings all around...

inside me.

So strange, unknown,

they possessed me.

As dangerous as they were, they reminded me,

reminded me of their beauty,

excruciating pleasure of risking,

taking chances,

feeling... 

So I remain between her legs... Sheltered from all my fears

 

Sometimes you have to look deep for self-appreciation,

 self-confidence,

self-LOVING!

The hardest thing is to fall in love with yourself...

To accept yourself the way you are.

But when you do...

you'll become irresistible! :}

Wearing: Stradivarius Top, ZARA shorts

Paris Blue/ The Blue Post

I'm Paris blue, I miss you
I'm not good enough for you Paris blue
I'm no good, I'm no good, I'm no good,

Paris blue

~ Lykke Li- Paris Blue

 

 Oh, Paris...

Such a wonderful city.

I fell in love with it...

with it's people...

with it's art...

with it's spirituality...

with it's cafes...

with it's hospitality...

with it's inspiring beauty...

Oh... That beauty...

Wherever you turn

You're overwhelmed with it...

From streets...

buildings....

to atmosphere...

You feel it,

But you can't describe it!

It is there,

But you can't really see it...

catch it...

You just have to enjoy their lifestyle,

Notice it,

accept it,

and start living it!

Who'd You Rather Be? The Beatles Or The Rolling Stones? Oh Seriously... Come On Baby, Play Me A Song! Like "Here Comes The Sun"

When you are left all alone... In your empty home... In your empty room. Everything's familiar around you, but yet you can't recognize anything... Not even your own reflection in a mirror...

  

You wonder and you wander in your thoughts...

Searching for the meaning... for enlightening...

Until you finally get it... and you grow a pair of wings... 

wings of joy... joy of realization...

realization of happiness

And you start dancing to a melody of all its simplicity... 

Look it in the eyes... face the the truth!

It's easy to let the SUN in! It's easy to be happy!

You just have to allow yourself to feel... 

to sense the warmth of happiness.

Just say I'm fulfilled,

just say...

I'M HAPPY!